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My mom doesn’t trust me Driving and living in my own house

One day you'll be older and more in control of your personal life & immediate surroundings. Setting boundaries is not only important for self-love + respect, but also to assert yourself over toxic family members/friends. That's ultimately the best, most objective advice pertaining to that situation, regardless if we know the specific details or not.

In the meantime, focus on what makes you thrive as an individual & keep creating art to express yourself and transmute negative emotions into inner strength.

Here's a dumb video to make you smile - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDBV869L-tA

i'm sorry you have to deal with that.

i feel like an immature rat. i dont belong here. i feel like a 12 year old edgelord. i wish i could have more mature interests. i’m so sorry for being boring

i’m actually planning to do a new direction with art. something more dark, surreal, and eldritch. and delving more into darker themes like familicide, stalking (the ricardo lopez case is too disturbing for me tho. i am a fucking pansy), abuse (sexual will only be very mild), apocalyptic themes and occultism

@KhaosKitsune617 you're not boring though. there's a ton of people here, including me, who think your content is cool

Pls don't man. There's lot of people out there and we care of the things that are happening to you.

jealousy is a bitch. ik i am not a childish and naive rat, but sometimes i feel like that due to others doing stuff that is higher quality

Well dang... you can't do much about the family you're born into, though I hope you have friends and others who do support you outside of that involuntary clique, and though she may not be conveying it the best way it does sound like your mom does mean well, at least; cares about your wellbeing.

You'll be able to do whatever you want to eventually, hopefully those family ties get better in time. You are awesome! Stay strong! Ganbatte!

i understand your pov about my mom. however, she is very narcissitic, and relies on info from her toxic ass sisters. she gets mad when something miniscule happens to me or my family but not if its with her sisters. she also forced me as a kid to befriend cousins i dislike.

i do have irl friends but dont have courage to talk to them often due to not being able to hang out

Well damn... sounds frustrating. Do you still hang out with your cousins? I can't say I've been forced into any friendships myself, but I do have one of those that's a bit problematic to deal with, since we're family I still do... alas the relationships we're born into aren't always so easy to alter...

That's a shame too. Online friends, at least? I don't know what to advice... I'm sure eventually things will get more right in life; you'll have time for friends, and less trifle strife, less frustrating family trials and strikes... here's hoping this year's better! 🙏

yeah...that sounds like a classic Filipino family if I've ever seen one lol
hope things will get better soon...but it'll take time and patience

i will never be missed after death